Goner

Goner

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I need my own space

Just me and the bottle of wine

In my favorite sofa

Looking out the window and see thousand stars with the sounds of busy world

I dont see much peace outside

It makes me uncomfortable too

People, places, noises

Just too much for a loner like me

It is heavy

To wear a big smile on the street

With many people passing by

But dont get me wrong,

It is heavy when you are born with humbleness 

While you carrying the weight of the heavy world on your shoulder

I dont do cry thing

Even tho it really shake me

Hit me like hell

Cut me deeply

Messing with my own thought

What i do is to close my eyes

And take a deep breath

Focus, just focus

Allowing myself to fade

Disappearing from the world when the moon is on it’s highest

Into my design of space

Where the time and memmories stop, just for a sec

I know it doesnt make the pain all go away

But to be in my own galaxy

Enough is ever enough

I am whole

I am happy

-mylairdelune-