''Baby, Are You There?''

''Baby, Are You There?''
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On the rooftop at my house, i was lying on his thigh and enjoying our quality time

the weather was nice that day. The cloud was swimming in the very blue sky. So pretty.

‘’and so do you’’, he said

 

I remember that time, he smiled at me while playing my hair. That’s the sweetest smile i ‘ve ever seen. And for the love of god creatures, his brown eyes always got me stunned.

‘’where do  u see yourself in 10 years from now?’’ i asked him randomly

He looked up trying to catch vision. ‘’hmmm probably wake up with u in my bed,and... hmm morning sex?’’ he replied and rising his eyebrow in attempt to try his luck. I get up from his thigh and pinched his arm really hard. He always knows how to annoyed me. That's silly of him.

 

‘’ouc babe hurtt!  but seriously, i see myself wake up with u in my bed, make love with u in the morning,then prepare my suitcase while u cooking me breakfast, and everyday before i go to work i always have to kiss u on the forehead..’’ he said it in one line without catching a breath. It’s kinda funny tho to made him imagining things like that but he made me blush anyway.

‘’and what would i do when u go to work? I must be lonely’’ i asked him sadly

He looked at me smiling and started to touch my cheeks

‘’Take your time babygirl, do whatever makes u happy. I dont want to put you in the cage. You are really free to fly baby, but makes sure to comback to me. I want you to wait for me... in our little home and  in everynight i’m gonna kiss your lips under the stars.’’ he said that like he knew what he was doing. He gave me hope. Hope to have each other for a long time. His words made me wanna dive in him deeper and deeper.

I remember i closed my eyes trying to feel his touch. It gave me shiver all over my neck. And as soon as i open my eyes, i find myself lying on the rooftop still but it’s not the very blue sky with clouds that i see, it’s the sky with so many stars, so pretty.

‘’and so do you’’, i whispered softly, head up to the sky searching for the moon. Hope that he can feel me somehow. 
Reminiscing, always feels trembling. But he wants me to wait for him. I sit still on the same spot when we have our first kiss just in case he find himself hard to find me.

So tell me now baby are you there? Because i cannot see you everywhere,  it’s just me, the stars and the dust.If it’s not today, i’ll stay everyday. I really miss the warmth of yours. I feel so empty everynight waiting for your embrace. I am so fucking lost i dont know where else to go. So Everynight i go up into my rooftop just to wait for his kiss. A Goodnight kiss from the moon.

-myclairdelune-